Thursday, July 5, 2007

The father of my 4 children arranged for a old, ugly man to have sex with me

After I left school I married my boyfriend. I was faithful to him. We had 4 children. During this time he divorce me 3 times because I complain about his affairs with other women. After he divorce me three times he arrange for ugly old man to have sex with me so he can marry me again. He need this because he want me to look after the children.
The price I pay not to be separate from the 4 children I love more than myself is to have sex with the old man. I will write you my painful experience later.
I will not believe this is the law of a god. This is the rules of ignorant people and satan. Muslims are bad people and I am suffering for being under muslim law.


Neobe said...

looks more like an anti-islam campaign rather than the complains or suffering of ur life...

i doubt whether this really happened...

Anonymous said...

thats sumthing haraam in islam to marry someone 4 thet reason....u cant blame islam 4 the way sumone behaves ....if a christian rapes a woman wud u blame christianity 4 that.....neobe is right u r just against islam n making up stories...hehehe only fools will beleive these things u r saying in ur blog..

Anonymous said...

neobe, you doubt this happened? Are you living on the moon?
where is your sincerity? Go ask around.
anonymous, why did your Allah make such sick divorce law? He could have banned it outright as he did with alcohol.
I am with you Non-Muslims. I know people who went through this procedure. There is talk that our First Lady Nasreena did it.
The above two commentators are in denial. They are the people who perpetuate these terrible things by refusing to face facts.
Shame on you neobe and anonymous.

Anonymous said...

Muslims: Get a clue! Have respect for your ancestors who were murdered in order to convert your surviving lineage to that stupid false religion in the first place

Anonymous said...

More and more Muslims are discovering that the violence evinced by some of their coreligionists is not an aberration but is inspired by the teachings of the Quran and the examples set by its author. Muslims are becoming disillusioned with Islam. They find out that the mechanistic ritual of praying five times per day, reciting verses that they do not understand and indeed mean nothing, getting up at taxing hours of the morning and abstaining from food and water until the sunset are not means to becoming more spiritual but are instruments to control their mind. These enlightened Muslims no more heed to the fear mongering verses of the Quran that threaten to burn them and roast them in the fires of hell if they dare to think and question the validity of that book.

Every day thousands of Muslim intellectuals are leaving Islam. They find Islam inconsistent with science, logics, human rights and ethics. Millions of Iranians already have left Islam. The enlightened Muslims of other nationalities are not far behind. This is the beginning of a mass exodus from Islam. It is a movement that is already in motion and nothing can stop it.

Anonymous said...

"Every day thousands of Muslim intellectuals are leaving Islam."

I would like to point out that if anyone was a true muslim EVER he/she would never leave it willingly, and many muslims have been tortured in order to make them leave the fold of Islam and many have died while being tortured to leave Islam.

Insha Allah we would rather die than leave the religion of Islam, as we know with our hearts and beings that there has never been/never will be a TRUE religion other than Islam!!!

Anonymous said...

bala haadha moya ey dho
dheeney kiyaigen ehchchihi kiyan vaane islam dheenu ga oiy goiy rangalhah ingey meehun.fah kandan meehunaa inumakee haram kameh.plx check it out.bala nasreena kurikameh kamaku haram kameh haraam vaanae ennu.Allah akbar!

Anonymous said...

Muhammad was a narcissist like Hitler, Saddam or Stalin. He was astute and knew how to manipulate people, but his emotional intelligence was less evolved than that of a 6-year-old child. He simply could not feel the pain of others.

ayshath said...

ithink u all are being mislead by these stories posted here... Dont blame religion for these actions which some oneesle does,
Be more open minded try to create read and learn what religion is all about.
I find it pretty surprising tht some of the writers here talk about changing their religion form Islam to Christianinty. jus thing broadly in chiristianity they belive Jesus is the "son of god". jus think... thats when the story takes a turn.
I am a muslim and i dont blame any of your thoghts..its jus that..i belive firmly in what i belive cos i have reasrched on what i believe.
I dont care about anyone else.or waht anyone think of me.
so i would ask one jus one thing frm you. If u belive in waht you belive jus stop comparing your self with some one else. or dont mock at someone elses philosophy.Read Reserch and come up with some quality piece of work which others would aprreciate.
thnk you

Anonymous said...

Religion is not a place where we fight this Blog has become some thing of a great amuzement. where muslims and all the others come up with their side of stories. Just imagine...have you ever thoght what a good citizen would do.
Leave your thoghts to your self. Learn what religion is all about. STOP criticizing one another. Be some one of significance rather than waste your time.

Dhivehi Christian said...

anonymous asked: "if a christian rapes a woman wud u blame christianity 4 that"?

No I would not blame Christianity if a Christian rapes a woman because Jesus Christ neither did so nor condoned it. I would, however, blame Islam if a Muslim rapes a woman because Mohamed did so and condoned it.

According to authenticated Hadith: "Narrated Buraida: The Prophet sent Ali to Khalid to bring the Khumus (of the booty) and I hated Ali, and 'Ali had taken a bath (after a sexual act with a slave-girl from the Khumus). I said to Khalid, "Don't you see this (i.e. Ali)?" When we reached the Prophet I mentioned that to him. He said, "O Buraida! Do you hate Ali?" I said, "Yes." He said, "Do you hate him, for he deserves more than that from the Khumus."

Mohamed's cousin and successor raped a captured prisoner of war and a scandalised fellow Muslim reported that to Mohamed. Mohamed dismissed the complaint and said that Ali deserved even more.

That is why I would blame Islam if a Muslim rapes a woman. Read this in Hadith 637, Book 59, volume 5 of Sahih Bukhari.

Ayshath, did your research include this Hadith?

Anonymous said...

if u know christianity that much can u explain to me how son of god,god n holy spirit exist as one......i dont think anyone can give an answer to that

Anonymous said...

well.all the cristian lovers and all those holy god belivers. heres a riddle."wot is da wholy grail"
" Did Jesus had a blood line"Oh u maldivian so called christian beholders.can u pls give me an answer.

Anonymous said...

fah-kedun is a reality in the muslim world.
attacking christians, jews and hindhus will not change that.

Dhivehi Christian said...

"" Did Jesus had a blood line"Oh u maldivian so called christian beholders.can u pls give me an answer."

Not sure if you were addressing me or someone else. When you tell me why Mohamed had sex with a child and why he condoned and permitted the rape of prisoners of war, I will.

Anonymous said...

Muslims will never learn what Islam really is, because Islam is such that you are required to be ignorant. Mohamed himself was an illiterate idiot, who worked under Khadija and was influenced by Bakuru. The reason why MOhamed invented Islam was clear. He was dissatisfied with living with a 55 year old woman's thappas. So, he invented a religion, which allows you to marry as many women as you like, kill and plunder as much as you like, and rape as much as you like. (Islam also allows sodomy with young boys, there is so much proof on that one).

So, you muslims.. dont blame others for your own shortcomings. Islam is idiotic, and so are Muslims who blindly follow it. Anyone with any sense of logic will never accept islam.

I used to be a muslim, because it was imposed upone me. Now I dont believe a thing of Islam, because I have done enough research (more than what most of you people ever did), and I am convinced that ISLAM IS NOT FOR ME.

Anonymous said...

oh dear maldivian christian.let me get ur ass straight.

thee hama kaleymen ge faadu. suvaleh kurima anburaa suvalukurun.
Mohamed never had sex with a child. jus fr ur record. if ur mother "baaligvi" 6 years vehjiyya wud u stil cal her a child.

in fact u never understod anything.

Dhivehi Christian said...

Now you are assuming that a child of six reached majority. Where in the Hadith is proof of that? Please quote the Hadith, with reference! You are just guessing in order to save face. Mohamed had sex with a child and no Islamic biography of Mohamed denies it.

Anonymous said...

At best, Islam elevates the status of a woman to somewhere between that of a camel and a man.

The immutable, ever-relevant Qur'an explicitly permits women to be kept as sex slaves, and this is hardly something in which Muslims can take pride.

Anonymous said...

A former Egyptian Coptic priest who studied Islam in order to find fault with it. The result was, however, exactly the reverse.
Al-Haj Ibrahim Khalil Ahmad, formerly Ibrahim Khalil Philobus, was an Egyptian Coptic priest who studied theology and earned a masters degree from Princeton University. He studied Islam to find gaps to attack it; instead he embraced Islam with his four children, one of whom is now a professor at the Sorbonne, Paris. This is Mr. Khalil's story.
I was born in Alexandria on the 13th of January 1919 and was sent to the American Mission schools until I got my secondary education certificate there. In 1942 I got my diploma from Asiut University and then I specialized in religious studies as a prelude to join the Faculty of Theology. It was no easy task to join the faculty, as no candidate could join it unless he got a special recommendation from the church, and also, after he should pass a number of difficult exams. I got a recommendation from Al-Attareen Church in Alexandria and another from the Church Assembly of Lower Egypt after passing many tests to know my qualifications to become a man of religion. Then I got a third recommendation from Snodus Church Assembly which included priests from Sudan and Egypt.
The Snodus sanctioned my entrance into the Faculty of Theology in 1944 as a boarding student. There I studied at the hands of American and Egyptian teachers until my graduation in 1948.
I was supposed, he continued, to be appointed in Jerusalem had it not been for the war that broke out in Palestine that same year, so I was sent to Asna in Upper Egypt. That same year I registered for a thesis at the American University in Cairo. It was about the missionary activities among Muslims. My acquaintance with Islam started in the Faculty of Theology where I studied Islam and all the methods through which we could shake the faith of Muslims and raise misconceptions in their understanding of their own religion.
In 1952 I got my M.A. from Princeton University in U.S.A. and was appointed as a teacher in the Faculty of Theology in Asiut. I used to teach Islam in the faculty as well as the faulty misconceptions spread by its enemies and the missionaries against it. During that period I decided to enlarge my study of Islam, so that I should not read the missionaries books on it only. I had so much faith in myself that I was confirmed to read the other point of view. Thus I began to read books written by Muslim authors. I also decided to read the Quran and understand its meanings. This was implied by my love of knowledge and moved by my desire to add more proofs against Islam. The result was, however, exactly the reverse. My position began to shake and I started to feel an internal strong struggle and I discovered the falsehood of everything I had studied and preached to the people. But I could not face myself bravely and tried instead to overcome this internal crisis and continue my work.
In 1954, Mr. Khalil added, I was sent to Aswan as secretary general of the German Swiss Mission. That was only my apparent position for my real mission was to preach against Islam in Upper Egypt especially among Muslims. A missionary conference was held at that time at Cataract Hotel in Aswan and I was given the floor to speak. That day I spoke too much, reiterating all the repeated misconceptions against Islam; and at the end of my speech, the internal crisis came to me again and I started to revise my position.
Continuing his talk about the said crisis, Mr. Khalil said, "I began to ask myself: Why should I say and do all these things which I know for sure I am a liar, as this is not the truth? I took my leave before the end of the conference and went out alone to my house. I was completely shaken. As I walked through Firyal public garden, I heard a verse of the Quran on the radio. It said: "Say: It has been revealed to me that a company of Jinns listened (to the Quran). They said: We have really heard a wonderful recital! It gives guidance to the Right, and we have believed therein: We shall not join (in worship) any gods with our Lord." (Quran S72v1-2)"And as for us, since we have listened to the Guidance, we have accepted it: and any one who believes in His Lord, has no fear of either a short (account) or of any injustice."(Quran S.72 V.13)
I felt a deep comfort that night and when I returned home I spent the whole night all by myself in my library reading the Quran. My wife inquired from me about the reason of my sitting up all night and I pleaded from her to leave me alone. I stopped for a long time thinking and meditating on the verse; "Had We sent down this Quran on a mountain, verily thou wouldst have seen it humble itself and cleave asunder for fear of Allah." (S.59 V.21) And the verse: "Strongest among men in enmity to the believers wilt thou find the Jews and the Pagans, and nearest among them in love to the believers wilt thou find those who say, "We are Christians": Because amongst these are men devoted to learning. And men who have renounced the world, and they are not arrogant. And when they listen to the revelation received by the Messenger, thou wilt see their eyes overflowing with tears, for they recognize the truth: They pray: "Our Lord! We believe, write us down among the witnesses. What cause can we have not to believe in Allah and the truth which has come to us, seeing that we long for our Lord to admit us to the company of the righteous?" (Quran S.5 V.82-84)
Mr. Khalil then quoted a third quotation from the Holy Quran which says: "Those who follow the Messenger, the unlettered prophet, whom they find mentioned in their own (Scriptures), in the Taurat and in the Gospel; for he commands them what is just and forbids them what is evil; he allows them as lawful what is good (and pure) and prohibits them what is bad (and impure): He releases them from their heavy burdens and from the yokes that are upon them. So it is those who believe in him, honor him, help him and follow the light which is sent down with him, it is they who will prosper." Say: "O men! I am sent unto you all, as the Messenger of Allah, to Whom belongs the dominion of the heavens and the earth: there is no god but He: It is He that giveth both life and death. So believe in Allah and His Messenger. The unlettered Prophet, who believeth in Allah and His Words: follow Him that (so) you may be guided." (Quran S.7 V.157- 158)
Now that same night, Mr. Khalil dramatically concluded: I took my final decision. In the morning I spoke with my wife from whom I have three sons and one daughter. But no sooner than she felt that I was inclined to embrace Islam than she cried and asked for help from the head of the mission. His name was Monsieur Shavits from Switzerland. He was a very cunning man. When he asked me about my true attitude, I told him frankly what I really wanted and then he said: Regard yourself out of job until we discover what has befallen you. Then I said: This is my resignation from my job. He tried to convince me to postpone it, but I insisted. So he made a rumor among the people that I became mad. Thus I suffered a very severe test and oppression until I left Aswan for good and returned to Cairo.
When he was asked about the circumstances to his conversion he replied: "In Cairo I was introduced to a respectable professor who helped me overcome my severe trial and this he did without knowing anything about my story. He treated me as a Muslim for I introduced myself to him as such although until then I did not embrace Islam officially. That was Dr. Muhammad Abdul Moneim Al Jamal the then undersecretary of treasury. He was highly interested in Islamic studies and wanted to make a translation of the Holy Quran to be published in America. He asked me to help him because I was fluent in English since I had got my M.A. from an American University. He also knew that I was preparing a comparative study of the Quran, the Torah and the Bible. We cooperated in this comparative study and in the translation of the Quran.
When Dr. Jamal knew that I had resigned from my job in Aswan and that I was then unemployed, he helped me with a job in Standard Stationery Company in Cairo. So I was well established after a short while. I did not tell my wife about my intention to embrace Islam thus she thought that I had forgotten the whole affair and that it was nothing but a transitory crisis that no more existed. But I knew quite well that my official conversion to Islam needs long complicated measures and it was in fact a battle which I preferred to postpone for some time until I became well off and after I completed my comparative study.
Then Mr. Khalil continued, "In 1955 I did complete my study and my material and living affairs became well established. I resigned from the company and set up a training office for importing stationery and school articles. It was a successful business from which I gained much more money than I needed. Thus I decided to declare my official conversion to Islam. On the 25th of December 1959, I sent a telegram to Dr. Thompson, head of the American Mission in Egypt informing him that I had embraced Islam. When I told my true story to Dr. Jamal he was completely astonished. When I declared my conversion to Islam, new troubles began. Seven of my former colleagues in the mission had tried their best to persuade me to cancel my declaration, but I refused. They threatened to separate me from my wife and I said: She is free to do as she wishes. They threatened to kill me. But when they found me to be stubborn they left me alone and sent to me an old friend of mine who was also a colleague of mine in the mission. He wept very much in front of me. So I recited before him the following verses from the Quran: "And when they listen to the revelation received by the Messenger, thou wilt see their eyes overflowing with tears, for they recognize the truth: They pray: "Our Lord! We believe, write us down among the witnesses. What cause can we have not to believe in Allah and the truth which has come to us, seeing that we long for our Lord to admit us to the company of the righteous?". (Quran S.5 V.84) I said to him, "You should have wept in humiliation to God on hearing the Quran and believe in the truth which you know but you refuse. He stood up and left me as he saw no use. My official conversion to Islam was in January 1960.
Mr. Khalil was then asked about the attitude of his wife and children and he answered: My wife left me at that time and took with her all the furniture of our house. But all my children joined me and embraced Islam. The most enthusiastic among them was my eldest son Isaac who changed his name to Osman, then my second son Joseph and my son Samuel whose name is Jamal and daughter Majida who is now called Najwa. Osman is now a doctor of philosophy working as a professor in Sorbonne University in Paris teaching oriental studies and psychology. He also writes in "Le Monde" magazine. As in regards to my wife, she left the house for six years and agreed to come back in 1966 provided that she keeps her religion. I accepted this because in Islam there is no compulsion in religion. I said to her: I do not want you to became a Muslim for my sake but only after you are convinced. She feels now that she believes in Islam but she cannot declare this for fear of her family but we treat her as a Muslim woman and she fasts in Ramadan because all my children pray and fast. My daughter Najwa is a student in the Faculty of Commerce, Joseph is a doctor pharmeologist and Jamal is an engineer.
During this period, that is since 1961 until the present time I have been able to publish a number of books on Islam and the methods of the missionaries and the orientalist against it. I am now preparing a comparative study about women in the three Divine religions with the object of highlighting the status of women in Islam. In 1973 I performed Hajj (pilgrimage to Mecca) and I am doing activities preaching Islam. I hold seminars in the universities and charitable societies. I received an invitation from Sudan in 1974 where I held many seminars. My time is fully used in the service of Islam."
Finally Mr. Khalil was asked about the salient features of Islam which have attracted his attention most. And he answered: My faith in Islam has been brought about through reading the Holy Quran and the biography of Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings of God be upon him. I no longer believed in the misconceptions against Islam and I am especially attracted by the concept of unity of God, which is the most important feature of Islam. God is only One. Nothing is like Him. This belief makes me the servant of God only and of no one else. Oneness of God liberates man from servitude to any human being and that is true freedom.
I also like very much the rule of forgiveness in Islam and the direct relationship between God and His servants.
"Say: "O my servants who have transgressed against their souls!, despair not of the Mercy of Allah: for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-forgiving, Most Merciful. Turn ye to your Lord (in repentance) and submit to Him before the Chastisement comes on you: After that ye shall not be helped." (Quran S.39 V.53-54)

Source: The Islamic Bulletin, San Francisco, CA 94141-0186

Anonymous said...

A revert's story....
My name is Sharon. I'm American & live in Texas. When I was a child, I was taught to worship God at the appropriate times - Christmas, Easter, & Need Help Day. We went to church but we weren't crazy enough to let that effect our lifestyle or anything. After all people who base their lives around God are annoying & need therapy right?

So, this was our way and our family seemed quite pleased with it until I hit puberty. I wanted to know why God created me & no one could give me a satisfactory answer. Go through this life for what? A house, a car & 2.5 children did not seem like a good reason to me. I had trouble motivating myself when I realized I cared very little what others thought of me.

I decided to eat, drink & be merry because I did not have a clue. I dedicated myself to thrills & merriment AND I WAS GOOD AT IT. My parents declared it Need Help Day and began to pull out their only defence - the Bible. I decided it was time to be on my own my, parents did not understand my right to party & they were so boring.

I left with 5 dollars & went to live with flower children. Life was just a big party. Then I began to feel sorry for my parents at Christmas time & went home. They had a wonderful surprise planned for me - a Christian Reform school just for me! I was soon packed, shipped and on my way. I arrived at the door of this home for wayward girls & was led into an office to meet the evangelist that ran the ministry that ran the home.

"What's your name?", he said as he extended a friendly handshake. I told him my name and shook his hand. Then, he managed to surprise me by biting my thumb," Don't you give me that HIPPY handshake! We'll soon run the devil out of you!" I made the mistake of saying, "Can I leave with him?". The rest of the day was spent showing me my bed & telling me the rules.

Bars on the windows, surrounded by a barbed wire fence, intercoms in every room so that THEY could hear you, radio bible broadcast in the morning at 5, 15 minutes of every class in bible study, then home to bible study, then more radio bible broadcast then 2 hours to bathe & get ready for tomorrow. I knew the first ten minutes I was there that I would make a break for it at the first possible opportunity.

The next day I jumped the barbed wire fence & booked it. I hitched a ride with a stranger, who to my horror turned out to be one of the dreaded WORKERS. They drove me right back to the home & I was ushered into PAPA'S office for punishment. I found out Papa was a man about 6'5, middle aged. He asked my name. I was angry at this point and responded with, "Do you talk to God?" He said, "Yes, quite often". I said, " Then why don't you ask him what my name is?" I was beaten severely with a black jack by a 24 year old man that wanted to please Christ by putting me in my place.

I never gave him the pleasure of seeing me cry. Amazingly enough, I am grateful for all of these events because this was the beginning of my search for the true church of Jesus having painfully become aware that this was definitely not it. I was forced to read the Bible & read it I did, not for them - for me. I was searching for truth for myself. I asked Jesus to save me and come into my heart. Everything was supposed to be wonderful after that, but everything wasn't.


I was finally released from the home back to the loving home of my family. They were eating pig meat & it bothered me. I told them the Bible says in Deuteronomy not to eat pigs. They said I was driving them crazy, had become a religious fanatic & it was plainly not normal to worry about what God thinks ALL THE TIME.

I was asked by my parents to find someplace else to live. I was 15 years old. I searched for the pure teachings of Jesus. I knew belief in Jesus was not enough. I need guidance and answers. I led a very lonely life even though I was surrounded by people. I went to many many many churches searching, always searching. I never considered Islam as a possibility because Christian preachers had already warned us of THOSE HEATHEN MUSLIMS (now here's the funny part) AND HOW THEY FORCE YOU INTO THEIR RELIGION.

All the lies they told me about Islam kept me from even putting Islam on the shelf as a possibility. Preachers tell tall tales but they have no effect on the plans of Allah. I read the Bible for many years because I wanted to be sure of which Christian religion should join. I had heard many ministers claiming to have the ' Holy Spirit' guiding them, and they were all teaching different doctrines. I came to realize that ANYONE could claim almost anything as Biblical teaching and I understood why, when I came across too many mistakes to print here.

The modern day Bible was collected and binded together in the 16th century. It was supervised by King James who had control of the church at that time. Books of the Bible we have today are books which agreed with the interpretation of the scholars of a particular school of thought. The chapters they did not feel expressed their point of view were not included in the Bible and called fraudulent. The average man never got a look at those chapters because the matters of the heart were decided for him by the church council which was functioning under the political wheel of the government. I finally threw my hands in the air & gave up because of these Bible Verses:

Isiah 46:3 I will not meet thee as a man.

Isaih 46:8 Neither shall I know the loss of children

Hebrews 2:18 For in that he himself hath suffered being tempted he is able to soccour them that are tempted.

James 1:13 Let no man say when he is tempted I am tempted of God for God cannot be tempted of evil, neither tempteth he any man.

1 John 3:2 Beloved now are we the sons of God.

1 John 3:6 Whosoever abideth in him sinneth not. Whosoever sinneth hath not seen him neither known him.

1 John 1:8 If we say we have no sin we decieve ourselves and the truth is not in us.

Matthew 15:24 I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel ( HE did not say he was sent to all mankind).

Mark 6:4 ( here Jesus calls himself a prophet)

Matthew 19:17 And he said unto them, "Why callest thou me good? There is none good but one, that is God.

I was told that God was always there & that he was not made. We are told that Jesus is made in:

Hebrews 2:9 and Hebrews 1:4

Ecclesiastes 3:19 so that man hath no preeminence above a beast.

Genesis 1:28 ..and have dominion over every living thing that moveth upon the earth.

Ecclesiastes 9:5 ... the dead know not anything neither have they anymore a reward.

Psalms 19:11 Moreover by them is thy servant warned and in the keeping of them there is great reward.

Ecclesiastes 10:19... but money answereth all things.

Isaih 52:3 ... and ye shall be redeemed without money.

1st Timothy 6:10 For the love of money is the root of all evil.

Deuteronomy 6:4 Hear O Israel the lord our God is one Lord.

Psalms 82:6 I have said ye are gods and all of you are children of the Most High.

Hebrews 2:9 But we see Jesus who was made a little lower than the angels.

Hebrews 1:2 Spoken to us by his son..being made so much better than the angels.

Genesis 32:30 I saw God face to face.

1 John 4:12 no man hath seen God at any time.

Proverbs 20:1 Wine is a mocker strong drink is raging and whosoever is decieved thereby is not wise.

1 Timothy 5:23 Drink no longer water but use a little wine for thy stomachs sake and thine often infirmities.

Genesis 1:22 And god blessed them saying be fruitful and multiply.

1 Corinthians 7:1 it is good for a man not to touch a woman.

2nd Timothy 3:16 All scripture is given by inspiration of God.

1 Corinthians 7:6 and I speak this by permission and not of commandment.

1 Corinthians She is happier if she so abide after my judgement and I think also that I have the spirit of God.

Phillipians 2:6 Who being in the form of God thought it not robbery to be equal to God.

John 5:57 Ye have neither heard his voice at any time or seen his shape.

2nd Corinthians 11:8 I robbed other churches (says Paul)

1 John 3:9 Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin.

John 5:30 I can of mine ownself do nothing.

John 8:42 Jesus said unto them if God were your father ye would love me for I proceeded forth and came from God NEITHER CAME I OF MYSELF, but HE sent me.


Is there any wonder I was bewildered?

I became convinced that God hated me because He would not let me find the Truth. About this time an acquaintance sent me a pamphlet about Islam. She was American like me. I felt so sorry for the poor stupid misled thing. I was quite sure she was weak minded & had let her Arab husband brainwash her. I opened the pamphlet because I was sure it was stupid & nothing is better to make fun of than Muslims.

The pamphet said THINK VERY CAREFULLY ABOUT THE TRINITY. I had never been exposed to anything but Arab boozers & Muslims who were not practising their religion. Those people were so easy to put down. I would tell them," Look at you. YOU can't even believe in your own religion enough to practice it!"

The guy who wrote this pamphlet was a different sort of Arab - to my dismay, not an easy target. I stopped reading in the middle of the pamphlet because I knew HE KNOWS THE TRUTH! I can't believe this! God has given the Truth to the Muslims! They are Arabs! I'm not Arab! This is a disaster! I cannot be a Muslim , everyone I know hates Muslims! I will have to dress like those women and take off my beloved make-up! How could you do this to me God?!

Then I thought I'd play a game with God...Well, they might not have the Truth & I'm not SURE they have the truth - so I'll just forget about all of this. I'd been on my own since age 15 & was now 26. I was lonely. I asked God to send me a husband. I asked God for a religious man (I had a Christian man in mind when I placed this request. I made a solemn promise to God to marry the very next man who asked me. I was going to take it as a sign.)

Allah has never failed to answer my requests. The next man to ask me to marry him was Palestinian. He was 2 things I did not want in a man - he was Arab & he was Muslim. He was different than any man I'd ever met. He was practicing Islam & he did not drink. I complained to God. I was convinced God sent me an Arab Muslim to ask me for marriage because He hated me.

I was now angry with God & decided to marry this Muslim since God will not help me. However I felt about this man's background, I have to say it was love at first sight. The most surprising thing was that he seemed to know everything I needed. It was the first time I felt like another human being loved me. We married. Our marriage was horrible. I told him not to ever discuss his religion with me & he didn't. I put him through a lot of misery in the beginning of our marriage.

Then one night he brought a Qur'an home to me. He handed it to me explaining that it was a Holy Book. He told me I could read it if I wanted to. My response in front of him was, "Why should I read that? Just set it over there. I don't want it." I waited until he went to bed & was asleep. I prayed, "Oh God show me whether or not this book is true. If the book is true I will accept it. If it is false - show me." I opened the Qur'an and randomly read;

Proclaim ! (or Read !) In the name Of thy Lord and Cherisher, Who created-Created man , out of A leech like clot: Proclaim ! And thy Lord Is Most Bountiful, He Who taught (The use of) the Pen, Taught man that Which he knew not

I felt strangely some new emotion - I flipped open to another spot - I read :

There will be those of the people of the book who when they see the truth they will recognise it.

I quite suddenly became aware of the fact that I was touching something very Holy for the first time. I was in AWE. I knew I was holding the very Words of God. Then I realized for the first time that God did not hate me because He let me find this miracle.

I felt joy! I had found the treasure! I had finally found the Truth. I felt ashamed that I had been so arrogant towards my Creator & Merciful Allah. I knew I had been given Mercy because I found the Truth when I wasn't even looking for it. Allah in His Mercy sent it to a poor blind fool. I sat transfixed for quite some time rejoicing in my new found treasure.

It was 4 am. Who cares?! I have found a miracle! I ran to wake my husband. "Honey! Wake up! I need to tell you something you don't know!" My husband woke up and said," I have to work tomorrow. What are you talking about?" "That book you gave me is a miracle from God! Why aren't you guys screaming from the mountaintops about this book?!"

My husband smiled, "Every ayah (verse) has it's miracle - but not everybody wants to know about it." We have 5 children now, and have been married 15 years. Islam is my way of life. Now, when rednecks asks me about why I'm wearing this thing on my head I have to smile & be patient. I was once that arrogant redneck. I understand where they are coming from BUT DON'T WISH TO RETURN. You may not believe it but:

There is no God but Allah, Muhammad is His Messenger

Dhivehi Christian said...

Why they left Islam for Christianity

Muslims who become Christians are reluctant to publicise their testimonies, even under pseudonyms, for fear that they will be found out and killed by barbaric Muslims. It is the obligation of every Muslim to find and kill those who leave Islam.

Here are the stories of many people who are brave enough to say why they left the pedophile killing clt of Mohamed and became Christians.

Here are the stories of two Maldivian converts to Christianity

Dhivehi Christian said...

Why why why?

Why did Mohamed have sex with a child? Muslims have to answer this because Mohamed's barbaric conduct has meant that millions of young girls are in grave danger from sex maniac, pedophile Mohamed-impersonators across the globe, as I write this.

So why? Tell me!

Anonymous said...

jus tel us al maldivian christian. Did Jesus had sex with mary magdalene.One of your holy versions talks about jesus having a close realtionship with a "whore" as per the vatican.
Your beloved Jesus is far beyond anyones reach right.
He hails somthing else and does something else.
well or maybe the whole foundation of Christ is a big joke after al. With all the versions of Bible and al the controversy of the holy grail.

Cut the chase. Christianity isnt surving in its purest form. All what you brag is also about the variations of man made crap.

If Christianity survived and the Christ survived, there wont be these variations and different versions of Bible.
One thing for sure, muslims dont face it.

Jus because you are deprived of something you wanna do so badly dont blame muslims or anyone else.

All what you can talk about is Aisha aftrall, you cannot even say anything else.

and off the record, i think you are a pervert your self, i think you arnt seeing any more "non buruga" thui girls all around Male'. Thats why your jus trying to justify your own desires. Or maybe Your gay. I dunno. Your jus sick.mabe metally retarded.

How do you know that aisha was a kid back then, if you belived that Jesus was born to "virgin Mary". Almighty God is powerful to do anything.

Were you there when it all happend. if you belived anything of any holiness, Aisha was the most holiest women of all times. how can your philosophy denie it.

If you say God made Jesus come out of "Virgin Mary"

Allah is capable of anything, Aisha maybe 6, but how did you know that she was a child.Specifically like a child in our recent times.

Think before you say stuff, young man.

Just beacuse Islam tells us to obey certain guidelines, dont blame religion.

Dhivehi Christian said...

"having a close realtionship with a "whore" as per the vatican"… Where does that say Jesus had sex with Mary Magdalene? Only someone trapped inside an Islamic brain would think of sex whenever a male comes into close proximity with a female. You have just added weight to that theory.

"Allah is capable of anything, Aisha maybe 6, but how did you know that she was a child"

A girl of 6 is normally regarded as a child. If she wasn't then it is out of the ordinary. I don't want to guess as I am sure you don't. The onus of proof is on you to produce evidence in the Koran or the Hadith that a girl of 6, namely Aisha, was not a child.

"How do you know that .....Jesus was born to "virgin Mary"." I know that because it is in the Catechism of the Catholic Church, Chapter 3, Article 2:184 (Apostles’ Creed “…He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit and born of the Virgin Mary…”). I am sure, if you are a Muslim (which you may not be) you also believe in the virgin birth of Jesus from Mary, and will be able to produce evidence of that in the Koran.

Ball is in your court, anonymous!

Dhivehi Christian said...

"Allah is capable of anything". Really?

Anonymous said...

The five oldest and most trusted Islamic sources don’t portray Muhammad as a great and godly man. They reveal that he was a thief, liar, assassin, mass murderer, terrorist, warmonger, and an unrestrained sexual pervert engaged in pedophilia, incest, and rape. He authorized deception, assassinations, torture, slavery, and genocide. He was a pirate, not a prophet

Dhivehi Christian said...

“All what you brag is also about the variations of man made crap”. And so you may be implying that the Koran isn’t man-made crap? Who made it then? As I know it a certain Arabian poet by the name of Mohamed bin Abdulla composed it and had it written down in bits of bone, patches of hide and blocks of rock. When he died there was violent disagreement on the authenticity of the text and so Usmaanu called in all the different versions of the Koran, compiled his own version and burnt the rest. That is why Sunnis have a standard version of the Koran now, which is still disputed by the Shia and the Ahmedis. To add insult to injury, the parchment on which several Koranic verses were written, including the one regarding the stoning to death of adulterers was eaten by Aisha’s pet goat (see Kitab Muhajarat). So no, the present day Koran is not just man-made; it is goat-made as well. Now who is bragging about “man-made crap”?

Anonymous said...

who ever you are .
do you know that our relgion islam dheen is telling us to do and not to do.
you are not forced to do that and its not a must for you to do that in the name of islam you do all thos estupid things and you blme the religion.
what does other relgions tell you to be drunk all th etime and have sex with not only dark and ugly but they allowe and want you to have sex with every one in the world.
better not to open you're mouth talking about muslim and islam

Dhivehi Christian said...

"other relgions tell you to be drunk all th etime and have sex with not only dark and ugly but they allowe and want you to have sex with every one in the world"

What religion tells its followers to do that?

When Islam and Muslims recognise my right to fully and openly practise my religion in the Maldives, without loss of any other rights or privileges, I will stop commenting on your death cult. Right now that does not happen. Don't tell me it is not the fault of Islam. It is. Islam does not permit ex-Muslims. You know that; I know that; the whole world knows that. That's the reality in every Islamic state that's ever been run, beginning from Mohamed and right down to Maumoon.

Anonymous said...

It is a real pity that those who defend islam are unaware of what their religion is like. They dont read Quran, which is full of stupidity, and Hadis, which is worse. So, next time before defending your damned religion, read what it says and try to understand it. We, the ex-Muslims did exactly that.

myself said...

Nass! Where the hell are you? We need you to save use!


Anonymous said...

Just answer two question. Which is the most growing religion in the world and why is it?
Say no to racism, have an open mind.

MaldivianFreethinker said...

Answer to Anonymous.. Islam.. Islam is the fastest growing religion in the world. Am I correct?

The reason 1: Muslims multiply like fruit flies. They are the most uncivilized bunch of humans on earth, they dont use family planning, they are the most backward societies in the world, and they are the least educated among the whole human race.

Reason 2: Once you are a Muslim there is no escape. If you change your religion, you lose your head (literally), so muslims who leave islam are still counted as muslims because they can never come out open.

Reason 3: All the world's jails are full of muslims. and then all criminals in jails are converted to islam becauese they want to experience the glory and advantage of being a pervert.

Reason 4: The bloody Saudis are spending all their oil money to convert the whole world to their "own" religion. because it simply is marketing its tourism sector. think about the millions and billions they get from Hajj..

I hope you got the answer.

But keep in mind, islam is the most cruel, degrading and violent dogma the human race has ever witnessed in the entire 500000 years.

Anonymous said...

Go to hell loosers....lurve to see u guys burn in the hell...can't wait for tht day...n btw u guys will never suceed in wht u r doing no matter how hard u try..fuck off and back off LOOOSERS !!!!!! ISLAM IS THE BEST...

Anonymous said...

(Islam also allows sodomy with young boys, there is so much proof on that one).

This is strange! U christians go and peach ur way! Do NOT talk about Islam when u do not Know! Where can u give proof for that! It is forbidden in the religion of Islam both in quran and Sunnah. If u want to be a gay u don't have to say that islam allows it. Go and see ur bible does christianity allow incest??? We see many ugly words in it? its full of contradictionS, and no one can argue about that! even ur christian "scholars" believe that!
Even if u try to prove islam allow sodomy by saying that one muslim did that it cant be a proof. The proof only can be from Quran (shouldn't take words out of context or twist the words),or from Sahih (established) ahaadith. We have enough evidence that Islam prohibits that! So dont try to make up stories!

Anonymous said...

fuckupp ol christain